| | Dear Chloe,
You probably had the shittiest day yesterday.
We woke you up at 5 in the morning and dragged you to church.
We thought it was a good idea to pray for you, for your health and all.
Little did you know that you would have 2nd degree burn on your left hand
from the soup that they gave us at church. You were in so much pain and I couldn't do anything to stop it.
We should've watched you better. We shouldn't have let you walk around.
We should've had you in our arms and never let you out of our sight.
I'm so sorry that you had to go through that pain.
I'm sorry that you had to wait in the ER for 5 hours without getting any help except for some pain killers.
I'm sorry that the people in the ER are fucking idiots
and they had to wait to get in touch with a burn specialist
who was in the middle of some useless bullshit to advise what to do with you.
I'm sorry that all I could do to alleviate the pain was to submerge your tiny little hand in cold water.
I'm sorry that we had to drive to another hospital for them to help you.
I'm sorry that they brutally popped your puss and peeled your flesh while you shivered from the pain.
I'm so sorry.
In spit all that you went through, you were still smiling for us and doing your ahjuma dance that we love so much.
You were so brave and patient.
I am a terrible, horrible mother.
I probably don't deserve to have you as my daughter.
When you get older and I catch you smoking or something, I'll let it go because everyone goes through that stage... (just as long as it's not drugs and unprotected sex...)
Thank you for being such a good girl and being so brave. Thank you.
I love you so much and I promise I will do everything to never ever let anything hurt you again.
Love you forever and ever,
Your sorry-excuse-for-a-mother |
| | Posted 4/8/2009 9:55 PM - 23 Views - 8 eProps - 5 comments
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